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Things That Hurt (Nodoka)

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File: (install folder)\game\NodokaEvents.rpy

Code:

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label nodokaspecial15p3:
    if _in_replay:
        play music "thingsthathurt.mp3"

    scene thematador1
    with dissolve2

    no "Oh, how the mighty Yumi Yamaguchi has fallen...Reduced to a desperate mess of tears and hormones as she gently rubs herself for a small group of lascivious spectators."
    no "I imagine you didn’t expect your first sexual experience with her to be like {i}this,{/i} did you? "
    no "Assuming this is your first. But based on how much our unpaid talent is nervously quivering, I’m pretty sure it is."
    no "I was hoping she’d face us, though. From this angle, it’s hard to tell if there’s been any insertion yet."
    no "Perhaps she’s saving that part for you, Sensei? Perhaps she {i}wants{/i} you to make your way over there and help her get the job done?"
    no "I know {i}I{/i} would love to see that. "
    no "I’d just ask that you rough her up a bit. We don’t want her enjoying herself too much, do we?"
    s "..."
    y "..."

    scene thematador2
    with dissolve

    no "No commentary at all?"
    no "It could take her {i}ages{/i} to climax without the sound of your voice. If you feel that bad for her, why not cheer her on?"
    y "Don’t..."
    y "Don’t say anything..."
    y "I just...I just want this...to be over..."

    scene thematador3
    with dissolve

    no "This is nothing compared to a lifetime worth of doubting yourself and thinking you’re not worthy of even stepping into the same room as your peers."
    no "This is nothing compared to the strain your words have caused on the mind of my friend. Nothing compared to the acid burns and scar tissue now coating her esophagus."
    no "Do you know what it’s like to be scarred on the inside, Yumi? To have all of your ailments hidden so deep inside of yourself that no one even knows they’re there? "
    no "So you have to masturbate in front of a couple people. Boo fucking hoo. "
    no "If you weren’t such a tsundere, you’d already be doing this for one of us on a nearly weekly basis anyway. "
    no "If anything, you should be {i}thankful{/i} that my perversion has created such a lenient and {i}simple{/i} way for you to repent for all the damage you have caused."
    y "I’m sorry...I’m sorry..."
    y "Can I please stop now? Can I-"
    no "It’s been two minutes. Don’t tell me you’re so turned on by this that that’s all it took?"
    y "Mm...no...that’s not..."
    y "I just...I can’t..."
    s "Just let her stop, Nodoka. This has gone on long enough."

    scene thematador4
    with dissolve

    no "See, that’s where I disagree."
    no "Set aside your feelings and objectively approach this situation as if it’s a scene in a book."
    no "What half-assed, incompetent writer would set up such a dramatic and heart wrenching scenario only to backtrack on it once things become too painful?"
    no "Things that hurt are what provide the incentive for us to push through as readers and progress the story. Things that hurt are why we gorge ourselves on words in the first place."
    no "I suppose you could argue that the opposite side of things can be just as fulfilling, and that pain alone is not what brings us satisfaction."
    no "But to that I’d say- remember what you’re reading."
    no "We’re not worthy of happy endings."
    no "We’re the ones who opened up this book knowing what was inside of it. "
    no "And the idea of us changing our minds just because the immersion is becoming too much to bear would make us so weak that it would be utterly sickening."
    no "Are you weak, Sensei? Are you afraid of how real things can become at the drop of a hat?"
    no "Or is this a story you want to stick out until the end?"
    no "Before you answer, though, you should be reminded that closing a book doesn’t mean the story stops."
    no "It will keep going with or without you."
    no "The key is whether or not you’ll let it carry you to somewhere amazing...or drown you in a sea of letters."
    no "I’d say the choice is yours, but that choice has already been made."
    no "It was made a long time ago."
    no "So, would you kindly finish this chapter with me?"
    no "Or would you rather drown?"
    s "..."
    no "..."
    y "I can’t..."

    scene thematador5
    with dissolve

    no "You can’t? What do you mean you {i}can’t?{/i}"
    y "I can’t do this...I really can’t...it’s..."
    y "I can’t do it..."
    no "Do you need a hand? There are four extras right behind you."
    no "Or perhaps you’d like to try turning around? Maybe setting your sights on something you love will help get you off?"
    y "I can’t do it...I really can’t..."
    y "I tried, but...I’m sorry...I’m sorry, I just...I can’t...keep going..."
    no "Hm. "
    s "The chapter’s over, Nodoka. Just give her back her clothes."
    no "Oh, come on. Do you really think I’d let this chapter have such an anticlimactic ending?"

    scene thematador6
    with dissolve

    no "Welp, time to get this show on the road. Nodoka Nagasawa is about to make her blowjob debut."
    y "Huh? No..."
    s "Are you serious?"
    no "Of course I’m serious. I gave Yumi two options. She chose the first but couldn’t complete it. Which means that we’re now defaulting to the second."
    no "And, unlike her, I’ll actually complete my job."
    s "Nodoka-"

    scene black
    with dissolve
    play sound "zipper.mp3"

    no "Yes, yes. You can thank me later."

    "Nodoka brings herself to her knees and unzips my pants as Yumi props herself up on the bench, still caught in a daze over how quickly all of this is happening."
    "She tries to make eye contact with me, but I can’t bring myself to look back at her."
    "I just look away as a set of overly confident hands crawl into the opening in my pants and unsheathe my cock."
    "And, as if that wasn’t shameful enough-"
    "Witnessing all I have in this locker room has brought me within seconds of climaxing before my skin is even touched."

    scene thematador7
    with dissolve2

    no "It’s good to know I wasn’t the only one quaking with anticipation."
    no "Your insistence on putting an end to this was beginning to make me worry that you actually {i}weren’t{/i} enjoying yourself. Which I see now is very much not the case."
    s "..."
    no "I hope you’ll forgive me if I’m not very good at this. It {i}is{/i} my first time and all. But I’ve read enough erotica to have an idea of what to do here."

    scene thematador8
    with dissolve

    no "Oh, and Yumi?"
    y "..."
    no "Make sure you get a good look at his face while I let him fuck my mouth."
    no "If you remember it well enough, maybe you’ll actually be able to finish yourself off next time?"
    s "Nodoka-"

    scene thematador9
    with dissolve

    no "Mmnh..."
    no "Mmf...hngh.......mlem...amf...mmh..."
    no "Mmf...mmm...Sensei..."
    no "Is...she watching?..."
    s "..."
    y "..."
    s "Yes..."

    "Nodoka coats the underside of my shaft with hot, sticky saliva. "
    "Her hair brushes against my skin each time she moves to the base of my cock and winds up getting stuck to it on several occasions."
    "She deftly moves it away with her fingers before curling them back around me and devoting every bit of her attention to pleasing me."
    "It’s not {i}just{/i} me who’s feeling the heat, though, as Nodoka’s noises grow increasingly louder the more time she spends on my cock."

    scene thematador10
    with dissolve

    no "Ahm...mmm...hmm!"
    no "Sensei...you’re so big...you’re so big and hard...and you got this way just for me..."

    scene thematador11
    with dissolve

    no "Do you like that?..."
    no "Do you like the way I lick your cock in front of another girl?..."
    no "Is she still looking?..."
    s "Y-"
    no "You’re a fucking liar...mmh~"
    no "There’s no way she’d...watch this unless she was a true degenerate...a true degenerate like me...like {i}us...{/i}"
    no "Do you have any idea how wet I am, Sensei? How desperately I longed for this taste?..."
    no "A taste that’s better than I ever imagined...and I get to have it all to myself while Yumi waits in the corner..."
    s "Stop...saying things like that..."
    no "Mmf...mmh~"
    no "Do you think...if we gave her a third option...for {i}her{/i} to do this instead of me...that she would have taken it?..."
    s "..."

    scene thematador10
    with dissolve

    no "Because I do..."
    no "Mmf...ngh...mlem.......mm~"
    no "And that’s why I didn’t give her one..."

    scene thematador12
    with dissolve

    no "Mmn!~"
    no "It’s...so hard to fit it all in my mouth..."
    no "But I’ll...do my best...for you, Sensei..."
    no "For you...the only man I would ever do this for..."
    no "Does it feel good?..."
    no "Does my mouth make you want to cum?..."
    no "Do you want to cum {i}in{/i} my mouth?..."
    no "Amf...mlem...or maybe..."
    no "Do you want to cum...on my face?..."
    no "Do it wherever you like..."
    no "For tonight only...all I care about is you...all I care about is your huge...huge cock...that I get to have...while Yumi gets {i}nothing...{/i}"

    "I still can’t find it in myself to look at Yumi, but I don’t need to."
    "Her sobbing at this point has grown loud enough to compete with Nodoka’s cock-sucking noises, alerting me to exactly how she feels right now."
    "And knowing her, that probably makes her feel even worse."

    no" Sensei...Sensei..."
    no "Sensei!~"

    "I..."
    "I can’t hold back anymore."

    play sound "static.mp3"
    scene thematador13
    with flash
    stop sound

    y "Wha-"
    s "I’m sorry...I couldn’t...I...had to..."
    no "Mmf! Mmngh! Mmf! "
    no "Yes...Yes...Yes! Fuck...my mouth...harder...harder!"
    y "..."

    "I lose control of my limbs and give into the desire to shove as much down Nodoka’s throat as she’s able to take."
    "Which, I won’t lie, is a lot more than I expected for her first time."
    "Her tongue presses against my dick not out of tactic or strategy, but out of desperation as it tries to find a new home in its host’s mouth."
    "But despite being practically suffocated at this point, Nodoka makes no effort to get away- letting me do what I please with her head as I grab the back of it and pull it forward like an oversized fleshlight."
    "All the while, Yumi looks on in extreme terror and awe."
    "I know this because I finally made eye contact with her."
    "I’m just too enveloped in pleasure to regret that right now."

    s "Nodoka..."
    no "Sensei...mmmf...mmm!~"
    no "I’m sorry to ask this in the heat of our passion, but...could...I come up for air for a moment?..."

    scene thematador14
    with dissolve

    no "Pah! Hah...hah...wow..."
    no "This...is amazing..."
    no "I’ve even stopped hamming it up for more fun..."
    no "You didn’t slip me some sort of aphrodisiac, did you?"
    s "I...didn’t do anything..."

    scene thematador15
    with dissolve

    no "You didn’t?"
    no "Then I guess I just really love your cock!~"
    no "I’m so thankful that I get to do these sorts of things with you, Sensei..."
    y "Die..."
    y "Fucking die..."
    no "Yumi, if you’d like to get a closer look, there is plenty of space on either side of me right now."
    no "I’m sure Sensei wouldn’t mind either..."
    s "I...wouldn’t...but..."
    no "I’m even willing to share some of his semen with you. We can bond over that instead of some sort of peace treaty. Great idea, wouldn’t you agree?"
    s "Nodoka...I kind of..."

    scene thematador16
    with dissolve

    no "Kind of what? Can’t wait any longer?"
    no "Did I come up for air at a bad time? I could have held out a few more seconds if I knew that-"

    scene thematador17
    with dissolve

    no "Ah-"

    scene thematador18
    with dissolve2

    no "Oh."
    no "I suddenly understand what the urgency was."
    no "Of all the times to do that, you wait until I {i}stop?{/i} How am I supposed to interpret that in regard to my skill?"
    no "I suppose there will be other opportunities to {i}really{/i} put that to the test, but-"
    y "Shut the fuck up."

    scene thematador19
    with dissolve

    no "Oh, right. For a moment, I forgot you were even here."
    no "I suppose you’re eagerly awaiting the wrap up, huh?"
    no "Would you mind if I took a moment to clean all of our teacher’s semen off of my face first? It would be a shame to go out in public looking as...unpresentable as this."
    y "Delete..."
    y "The fucking..."
    y "Picture..."
    no "Yes, yes. I’ll hold up my end of the bargain. I just need to run to the restroom first."
    no "Until then, the two of you are free to mingle and talk all about the wonderful bonding experience we all shared today."
    no "I know I’ll be remembering this for years to come."

    scene black
    with dissolve2

    "Nodoka leaves the room and Yumi and I stand there in silence for the entire duration of her departure."
    "When she returns, she brings Yumi’s clothes with her and tosses them back to her before reaching into my pocket and grabbing her phone."
    "It isn’t until that moment that I realize I never bothered putting my dick away."
    "And that I’d been hanging it in front of Yumi’s face like a carrot on a stick ever since cumming on another girl’s face right in front of her."
    "The same girl who forced her into this mess."
    "Who forced {i}me{/i} into this mess alongside her."
    "..."
    "And yet, I somehow still came out on top."
    "........."
    "......"
    "..."

    scene thematador20
    with dissolve2

    no "Aaaaaand...done."
    no "All copies of the picture have been destroyed and no one, including me, will ever see it again."
    no "How sad."
    y "It’s really gone?..."
    no "It really is. But if you’d like me to take another just to commemorate the occasion, feel free to remove your clothes once more and-"

    scene thematador21
    with dissolve

    y "Like {i}hell{/i} I want to “commemorate the occasion!”"
    no "Wait. Don’t take that. I need-"

    scene thematador22
    with hpunch
    play sound "glass.mp3"

    no "Hah..."
    no "I was really hoping that wouldn’t happen. But I guess it’s fair."

    scene thematador23
    with dissolve2

    y "The next time I see you, you are going to die."
    no "I’m looking forward to it."
    s "Yumi, I-"

    scene thematador24
    with dissolve2

    y "..."
    s "..."
    y "..."
    s "..."

    scene thematador25
    with dissolve

    "Yumi leaves the room without saying anything to me."
    "She doesn’t need to."
    "The way she looked made her feelings clear enough."
    "When I turn around to watch her leave, I step on the shards of a broken cellphone and almost slip because of it."
    "I kind of wish I did."
    "For even though I did not intend to hurt anyone tonight, my inaction spoke volumes in reminding her of who I really am at the end of the day."
    "I’m not someone who cares."
    "I’m not someone who’s here to help her succeed."
    "I’m just {i}someone.{/i}"
    "And she deserves a little more than that."

    scene thematador26
    with dissolve

    no "Why the solemn gaze? You’re the first person to ever ejaculate on me. You should be smiling."
    s "Why did you do that?..."
    s "Since when are you the type of person who blackmails someone?"
    no "Since when do you care?"
    no "You got what you wanted. I got what I wanted. Isn’t that really all that matters?"
    no "You know better than anyone that sometimes people need to be hurt in order for others to benefit. Today, {i}we{/i} are those beneficiaries."
    no "So what if {i}Yumi{/i} suffers after all the suffering she’s put other people through? This is sure to do more for her future cooperation than any detention or stern lecturing would."
    s "She was already {i}changing,{/i} though. She’s come a long way since I’ve met her. And she’s already apologized to Futaba and-"
    no "That’s not good enough."
    s "What?"
    no "I said that’s not good enough."
    no "This likely won’t come as a surprise, but there aren’t many people I care about in this world."
    no "And while one of the main reasons for that is that there just aren’t many people who {i}interest{/i} me, a {i}second{/i} main reason is that it’s just far too exhausting."
    no "You see, I {i}protect{/i} the people I care about. And sometimes, protecting someone means cutting down the person they must be protected {i}from.{/i}"
    no "And other times, if that person doesn’t {i}need{/i} protection anymore, I simply...avenge them instead."
    s "I don’t think Futaba wanted revenge."
    no "She didn’t."
    no "But I did."
    no "And so I got it...because I am a freethinking, powerful girl who takes what she wants {i}when{/i} she wants it."
    no "If doing that means hurting someone that matters less to me than the dirt I walk on, I really don’t care."
    no "All I have to lose is the favor of others. "
    no "That said, do {i}you{/i} think any less of me now?"
    s "Would you care if I did?"
    no "Of course. If I didn’t like you, I wouldn’t have let you cum on my face. "
    s "I..."
    s "I don’t really know how I feel."
    no "I think the fact that you {i}don’t{/i} know just confirms that your opinion of me hasn’t changed at all."
    no "If you can watch me engage in something as morally reprehensible as blackmailing someone into masturbating and then fellating the person they like in front of them...and {i}not{/i} be mad about it-"
    no "Well, let’s just say most traditionally “good” people would put their foot down then and there."
    no "But you let it happen. Albeit with a few “No, stop”s sprinkled in. But I think that was just you doing your best impression of someone with a moral compass."
    no "The truth is that you only feel bad about certain things because you think that you’re {i}supposed{/i} to feel bad."
    no "Why not just live your life surrounded by the people you care about? Why not build a moat to keep everyone else out?"
    s "..."
    no "..."
    s "Isn’t it lonely keeping everyone else out?"

    scene thematador27
    with dissolve

    no "Not to me."
    no "But I suppose we should end things there for today. Especially since I now need to take a {i}second{/i} shower when I just took one a couple hours ago."
    no "Hopefully, your relationship with Yumi isn’t {i}too{/i} badly damaged based on what just happened. It would be a crying shame if you had to live the rest of your life without seeing her tits again."
    no "Fortunately, I believe all of her anger is directed at me right now. And that you should be okay for the immediate future."
    s "What about you, then? Aren’t you worried about what she’ll do to get back at you?"
    no "Right now? Not really."
    no "Right now, all of my serious thoughts are blocked by the intoxicating scent of your cum. "
    no "Thank you for that, Sensei. I’m sure my dreams tonight will be spectacular."
    s "I think the fact that you can sleep at all is something to be proud of."

    scene black
    with dissolve2
    stop music fadeout 10.0

    "Nodoka and I walk out of the locker room together."
    "We walk back to the dorms together. "
    "And all the while, we somehow manage to not despise each other’s presence despite the constant entanglement of our shadows and our thoughts."
    "When she returns to her room, she takes a piece of me with her."
    "When I return to mine, I take a handful of sleeping pills. "

    $ renpy.end_replay()
    $ nodokaspecial15p3 = True

    "{i}Nodoka’s affection has increased by 5!{/i}"
    "........."
    "......"
    "..."

    $ day = 5
    $ totaldays += 1

    hide thursday onlayer date
    show friday onlayer date

    jump yasuspecial20

label nodokaspecial20:
...

Code that triggers this event

File: (install folder)\game\NodokaEvents.rpy

Code:

...
s "Is this...really who you are, Nodoka?"
        no "My answer really depends on what you mean by that."
        s "I mean that I didn’t think you’d go that far just to get revenge on someone."
        no "It’s not {i}just{/i} for revenge, Sensei. It’s to push limits and satisfy my curiosity- which is {i}precisely{/i} the type of person I am."
        no "That said, I’m going to take a rain check on fellating you. I’m simply just not in the mood for it anymore after that abrupt and unfulfilling ending."
        no "But if you’d like to masturbate to the image of a girl in denial with herself about the things she wants you to do to her, let me know and I will send it to you."
        s "I...don’t need that."
        s "I’m more worried about whether or not you’re still going to send it to Chika as...that would create a world of problems for me."
        no "Then I suppose for your sake I can abstain."

        scene nodokaspresent35
        with dissolve

        no "It’s been fun, though."
        no "It’s no janitor’s closet, sure. But I do hope that we can do this again sometimes."
        s "And I..."
        no "..."
        s "I’m..."
        s "Going to go look for Yumi..."

        scene black
        with dissolve2

        "I put my shirt back on and leave the locker room. "
        "At first, a trail of tears on the tile floor lead me down the path she must have taken."
        "But the trail disappears and so does my motivation to find her."
        "Regardless, I keep trying for the next thirty minutes before finally deciding to call it quits and head home."
        "And while I may not have found her-"
        "Or done anything to quell the storm that I’m sure is raging within her right now-"
        "I hope that Yumi made it home okay."
        "And I hope that she doesn’t dwell on this for too long."
        "As for Nodoka-"
        "..."
        "As for Nodoka..."
        "I don’t even know."

        $ renpy.end_replay()
        $ nodoka_love += 5
        $ nodokaspecial15p2 = True
        $ nodokaspecial15p3skip = True
        stop music fadeout 10.0

        "{i}Nodoka’s affection has been increased by 5!{/i}"
        "........."
        "......"
        "..."

        $ day = 5
        $ totaldays += 1

        hide thursday onlayer date
        show friday onlayer date

        jump yasuspecial20

    else:
        y "I’ll do it."
        s "...What?"

        scene nodokaspresent36
        with dissolve

        y "I’ll...do it..."
        no "Oh? How unfortunate for you, Sensei. You were this close to finding out what the inside of my mouth feels like."
        s "Are...you sure about this, Yumi?"
        y "What fucking choice do I have? "
        y "It’s either  that or...she..."
        y "She..."
        y "And...And I can’t...let Chika see..."
        y "It would...totally ruin our friendship. And I can’t lose that. She’s the only one who-"
        no "Yes, yes. Less talking, more masturbating. "

        scene nodokaspresent37
        with dissolve

        y "Can you at least...close your eyes?"
        s "If that’s-"
        no "Oh, I forgot to mention- no. Neither one of us will be doing that."
        no "Where’s the fun in a show if you can only {i}listen{/i} to it and not watch?"
        no "I {i}am{/i} feeling a little generous, though. So I’ll let you face away from us if that helps get you in the mood."
        s "{i}This{/i} is generous?"
        no "Chances are she’ll want to face you anyway. It’ll help prime her body for-"
        y "Do me a favor and shut the fuck up."
        y "I won’t be able to do this if I have to listen to your voice. "
        y "It’s like nails on a fucking chalkboard."

        scene black
        with dissolve2

        "Yumi brings herself back to the bench she was sitting on when I first came in and lays down on her side."
        "Nodoka pulls on my abdomen and creates some space between us and her."
        "Yumi faces away before parting her thighs. "
        "I had a feeling she would."

        $ renpy.end_replay()
        $ nodoka_love += 5
        $ nodokaspecial15p2 = True

        jump nodokaspecial15p3
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