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File: (install folder)\game\chap3.rpy
Code:
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label beachmas18:
scene clearnightsky
with dissolve2
play music "starvingtodeathoutofreachofthesun.mp3"
"Each step I take toward the hidden clearing feels a lot like walking on glass but, in a slightly poetic and only partially metaphorical way, I guess it kind of is."
"In a less metaphorical way and more of a self-reflective one, it’s probably safe to say I’ve been doing that for quite some time with Noriko."
"That every single road I’ve taken to her involved me cutting my soles while wishfully believing that the pressure of forward momentum would keep too much blood from escaping."
"But now, all this time later, I’m infected in both of my legs and the pain has become so much to bear that amputation is really the only alternative."
"I’m getting too far off track, aren’t I?"
"Of course I am. That’s what I do."
"Run, but only until there’s something blocking your path. Then turn around and run in the opposite direction."
"Rinse, repeat. Rinse, repeat."
"You can never get lost if you’re only alternating between forward and backward. That much is simple enough for anyone to understand."
"But what do you do when new obstacles appear during those swaps from right to left or west to east or whichever form of direction you choose to use?"
"What do you do when your area to run is no greater than the length of your body?"
"I’m still too far off...yet the obstacles are closing in and the teeth of the allegory are decayed to the point where they can no longer lift me up by the skin of my neck and carry me off to safety."
"Do you know what that makes me?"
"Of course you do."
"You’ve known all along."
"You just hate admitting it because you want to chop my legs off."
scene black
with dissolve2
"I find the heart Noriko drew in the sand."
"It’s anatomically correct and eerily similar to her own."
"I know what it looks like since it’s stuck to her sleeve."
scene norikofire1
with dissolve2
n "..."
s "..."
s "I came."
n "Already? But you haven’t even put it in. Am I really that beautiful?"
s "Yup. Been saving that one up for thirty-one years, too. So thanks for the tension relief, but I’ll be on my way now."
n "If that’s what I wanted...I’d probably have it by now, huh?"
s "Noriko?"
scene norikofire2
with dissolve
n "Sorry, that came out a little hornier...more vague and...kind of bitchier than it sounded in my head. "
n "Just...vocally reflecting on how the biggest barrier to our current relationship is how picky I’ve been with the way things have to go."
scene norikofire3
with dissolve
n "Basically...I could have chosen to be another Kirin. Someone who’s there to comfort you physically while neglecting the emotional aspect of the relationship between us...but I didn’t. Because I want more."
n "It’s just that wanting more keeps us further away. "
n "Who knows if it will take thirty-{i}two{/i} years for you to {i}actually{/i} relieve that tension? Or thirty-three? Or thirty-four? Why not forty?"
n "How long will it be before we finally become one? When will the comfort I feel stop being laced by caveats and uncertainties? And when will {i}you{/i} accept that it’s okay to feel loved?"
scene norikofire4
with dissolve
n "Anyway, that’ll suffice as a melancholic pre-bonfire monologue. Come sit. It’s not much of a Christmas date if you stand twenty feet behind me while I slowly toss all of my baggage at you."
s "Fine. But I’ve got another caveat or rule or whatever it is you want to call it. "
n "Hit me. I’m used to them by now."
s "If you go on one more tangent about the distance between us and how you’re not sure how you’re going to conquer it, I am going to punch you in face."
n "What if I’m into that sort of thing?"
s "Then feel free to go on your tangent and regress in the form of having violent, fireside sex with me while abandoning your need to groom me into husband material."
scene norikofire5
with dissolve
n "Hey now, I might be a lot of things, but I am certainly not a groomer. I’ve just staked my entire life on a future with you and-"
s "Careful. You’re approaching punching territory."
scene norikofire6
with dissolve
n "Fine. Sit. "
n "But could you grab my guitar by that bench over there first? I’m going to fidget too much without something to hold onto and am too much of a coward to make the first move on you."
s "I am suddenly conflicted about whether I should get your guitar or just tackle you."
n "No one would ever know if you did. And I’m barely clothed to begin with. "
n "And also very obedient when it comes to sex stuff. Probably. No experience, but I’m pretty sure that’s how it’s going to be if my fantasies are any indicator."
s "You’re {i}trying{/i} to make this hard for me, aren’t you?"
n "Not purposely."
n "But I’d be lying if I said making things more complicated than they have to be isn’t my thing, so..."
n "Grab my guitar...or grab me. Whichever one you want. "
n "I’ll be happy as long as I have something to hold onto."
scene black
with dissolve2
"........."
"......"
"..."
scene norikofire7
with dissolve2
n "Look at you! Turning down the perfect opportunity to further our relationship! "
n "If I didn’t know any better and you weren’t a six foot tall male, I might even think I’m looking at myself right now. "
s "I think I understand how you want things to go by now. So I’m willing to suppress my immense sexual desire for you if it means making you happy."
n "Thank you, Sensei. I will also consider suppressing my immense sexual desire for you so that we can {i}both{/i} be happy. "
n "Unless that burden becomes too much to bear. In that case, please take care of me and do not hesitate to leave your hand prints all over my body. Like, for real. I want bruises."
s "I’ll keep that in mind, but I’m not really sure about the bruising thing when you’re in regular contact with both your family and my ex-girlfriend."
n "Your ex-girlfriend is {i}also{/i} my family, you know. And currently very pissed off that you are with {i}me{/i} instead of her."
scene norikofire8
with dissolve
s "She knows?"
n "Well, not {i}directly.{/i} I didn’t tell her we made plans or anything. She just knows that we’re both in the same place at the same time and that you never responded to her date request."
n "But hey, she’s pissed off at {i}me{/i} as well since I also bailed on her."
s "If I knew I’d be dating both of you on Christmas and wasn’t subject to sudden timeskips, that would have changed everything and I probably wouldn’t even be here right now."
n "I think Nee-chan and I are a little too competitive to both date you at the same time. Also, what?"
s "Long story. Not believable. But what sort of plans did you have with Niki that you wound up abandoning for my sake?"
scene norikofire9
with dissolve
n "I agreed to help her with her Christmas concert before I knew we were doing our trip {i}here{/i}."
n "Originally figured I could just bounce once the show ended and meet up with everybody afterward. Kinda like I did last year, but with fewer mementos of the past and less martyrdom."
n "Just hope she was able to find a replacement in time since I was going to do backup for a few of her songs."
s "You...were going to be on stage with Niki?"
scene norikofire10
with dissolve
n "Mhm. What’s wrong? Upset you didn’t get to see me in a cute idol costume?"
s "I just didn’t really think music like that was your style."
n "I’ve been up there with Niki a few times. The idol industry might be antithetical to my personal values as a musician and activist, but she’s my sister and I like money. So yeah, I’d do it."
s "I learned something about you today."
n "Is it that I’m a sellout?"
s "No. It’s that prototype Noriko is actually pretty cool."
scene norikofire11
with dissolve
n "She is?"
s "Yeah. Ignoring the familial aspect of that, compromising on your morals for a higher chance at self-progress is the mark of a smart person."
n "Are you only saying that because you want me to compromise on more personal beliefs and fuck your brains out right now?"
s "My suppression tactics are obviously not perfect. I know."
n "If it’s any consolation, I did not have complete faith in myself tonight either. "
n "This is evidenced by the pack of condoms that I brought along even though Kirin laughed in my face for it before informing me that you would never wear one in a million years."
s "Say what you want about her morals, but she knows me well."
n "That’s cool. I’ll just make balloons out of them if I get bored or something."
s "You’ve got a guitar too, you know. Aren’t those supposed to help with boredom?"
n "Amongst other things."
s "Like trying to impress the people you love in front of dozens of {i}other{/i} people who are suddenly invited into the same stream of emotion and general consciousness?"
n "And looking cool, yeah. "
scene norikofire12
with dissolve
stop music fadeout 25.0
n "There’s a lot you can do with a guitar. Or any instrument. Or just...art in general, really. "
n "Do you know why I started playing in the first place, Sensei?"
s "Probably to win my heart or something."
n "Well, yes. There is that. But I never would have taken to it in the first place if I wasn’t trying to follow in your footsteps."
s "I have never touched a guitar in my life. Probably."
n "No...but I used to love reading your poetry."
n "You’re not very outwardly emotional, so the things you wrote were like little windows into your heart."
n "And I thought that, if one day, I could make enough windows to my heart as well, you’d finally see just how much space there is inside of me for you."
s "Suppress it, Noriko."
n "Not vaginal space. Emotional space. I don’t think I have much to offer in terms of the former. But hey, if what I hear is true, that’ll just make it better for you."
s "Noriko-"
n "Can I finish playing my song, Sensei?"
scene norikofire13
with dissolve
s "..."
n "Nobody else is here...so there’s no need to feel self-conscious or embarrassed or anything like that."
n "You can hurt in front of me if you want to. You can {i}cry{/i} if you want to. You can do anything."
n "I’m sure the atmosphere was a major factor in your {i}previous{/i} reaction, but...that came out of nowhere. And you’ll know what’s coming this time."
s "..."
n "I just want to reach you the same way you reached me when I was a little girl."
n "I want to show you how much space there is."
s "..."
n "..."
s "Okay."
scene norikofire14
with dissolve2
n "{i}Hah...{/i}"
n "{i}Okay...{/i}"
n "Here goes nothing."
scene norikofire15
with dissolve2
play music "smellsofsummer.mp3"
$ renpy.pause(12, hard=True)
scene norikofire16
with dissolve
$ renpy.pause(149, hard=True)
stop music
scene norikofire15
with dissolve2
s "..."
n "..."
s "..."
n "..."
n "Close your eyes."
scene norikofire17
with dissolve
s "Huh?"
n "Just do it."
scene black
with dissolve2
"........."
"......"
"..."
n "{i}Merry Christmas.{/i}"
scene norikofire18
with dissolve4
play music "glasswalker.mp3"
n "Mn..."
s "..."
play sound "static.mp3"
scene minigod1 with flash
scene norikofire19 with flash
stop sound
n "Mmm.......mnh~"
play sound "static.mp3"
scene minigod2 with flash
scene norikofire20 with flash
stop sound
n "Hmn!.....Mmmn!"
play sound "static.mp3"
scene minigod2 with flash
scene norikofire21 with flash
stop sound
n "Mmngh!.......Mmf......Mmmnghh!~"
play sound "static.mp3"
scene minigod3 with flash
scene wearethechildren10 with flash
stop sound
se "How cute..."
se "She reminds you of {i}me...{/i}"
se "{b}Doesn’t she?{/b}"
play sound "static.mp3"
scene imissyoumore with flash
scene wearethechildren10 with flash
stop sound
se "There are plenty of {i}artistic{/i} girls out there, you know?"
se "Ones who are good at everything...universally loved...who can captivate a room by simply being “special.”"
se "{b}It’s all a lie.{/b}"
play sound "static.mp3"
scene imissyoumore with flash
scene wearethechildren10 with flash
stop sound
se "{i}You’re{/i} not “special.”"
se "{i}No one{/i} is “special.”"
se "We’re all little bugs. Eating and sleeping and shitting and fucking...day in and day out...but why? Because we’re {i}supposed{/i} to do those things?"
play sound "static.mp3"
scene imissyoumore with flash
scene wearethechildren10 with flash
stop sound
se "Of course not...It’s because we’re meant to survive. The purpose of {i}everything{/i} is to survive."
se "Bugs can catch parasites too, you know? They’re dangerous to {i}everything.{/i}"
se "{b}Bite off her tongue{/b}...{s}or pretend it's my own.{/s}"
play sound "static.mp3"
scene imissyoumore with flash
scene wearethechildren12 with flash
stop sound
se "Anything in between is wrong."
se "MY WORD IS LAW"
se "{b}ISN’T THAT RIGHT-{/b}"
play sound "static.mp3"
scene colorbars with flash
scene imissyoumore with flash
scene colorbars with flash
scene yourname with flash
se "{size=+40}{b}AKIRA???????{/size}{/b}"
play sound "static.mp3"
scene colorbars with flash
scene imissyoumore with flash
scene colorbars with flash
scene norikofire22 with flash
stop sound
n "Mmnch! Mmngh! Mm......hngh!~"
n "Mlm......hmph.......ngah......ahm...ahn.......mmnn!~"
play sound "static.mp3"
scene colorbars with flash
scene imissyoumore with flash
scene colorbars with flash
scene norikofire23 with flash
stop sound
n "Hngh! Mmf...Sensei...Sensei..."
"Noriko crumbles in my lap like a dying cockroach being flipped onto its back."
"I could put her back on her legs, but she’d just revert to this state after a matter of seconds."
"And so I will make her final moments worth living."
"I become erect."
"The rarest of all bloods pools into my penis, which then becomes hard. Which then presses against the denim barrier of my jeans. Which then presses against the vinyl barrier of her swimsuit."
"But after all of these layers and all of these {b}OBSTACLES{/b} it reaches {b}HER.{/i}"
n "Mn! Hmmf...mmmngh..."
n "That surprised me..."
"Noriko finds me. "
"She comforts me."
"She comforts herself."
"But I am thinking of someone else."
n "Hnmn......mnh.....it’s so hard....I can feel it......oh {b}GOD{/b} I can...feel it!"
n "Harder...harder!"
"Noriko violently drags her hips across my lap, positioning herself so the underside of my denim-guarded shaft is perfectly aligned with her {b}VIRGIN CUNT.{/b}"
n "Mnch...mmmf...you...you’re too good at kissing...Sensei...Teach me...teach me to...mmf! Mmngh! Mlmmm!!!"
"I will not kill her parasitic tongue. I will scare it away by being {b}STRONGER{/b} and {b}SCARIER!{/b}"
"She will retreat into the darkness and swallow her mouth muscle! Then I will be free to step on the upside down roach and put it out of its misery!"
play sound "static.mp3"
scene norikofire24 with flash
stop sound
n "Mm! Mm! Mm!.....Mmmnngh!"
n "Sensei...I......mngh! Oh...fuck...mmnlm! Mmmnch! Chp...schlck...mmm! Fuck!"
n "Mmmm fuck! I knew it...oh fuck.......mmngh!.......Mmm!!"
play sound "static.mp3"
scene norikofire25
with flash
stop sound
n "Haaah!.....Ngah!.........."
with hpunch
n "AAAAAAaaaaaAAAaaaaaAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
n "HAH......AHHH!......NGAH!!!!!!!!!"
scene norikofire26
with dissolve2
n "Hah......hah........hah....."
n "I’m sorry.......I’m sorry......"
s "..."
scene norikofire27
with dissolve
n "You made me cum..."
s "..."
n "I’ve got...sort of a...{i}hair trigger,{/i} so...it kind of happens a little early sometimes..."
n "But you...we’ve gotta do you next..."
n "How do you want me?..."
n "What can I do for you, Sensei?..."
s "..."
play sound "zipper.mp3"
scene norikofire28
with dissolve
n "How about this?..."
n "Ah...it's so hard...and so {i}big...{/i}"
n "Is that nice?...Yeah?..."
"Noriko reaches into my jeans and unsheathes my cock. "
"I am no longer guarded."
play sound "phonebeep.wav"
"But as she fumbles around, amateurishly stroking me with no discernible pattern, my phone goes off."
n "Ooh...Who could that be?"
s "..."
n "Want me to check?..."
s "..."
scene norikofire29
with dissolve
n "Hey, am I doing something wrong? Because you haven’t really said much or...made any sort of noise since we started. "
n "Don’t feel bad if you need to teach me stuff, you know. I get that I probably suck and I would actually really like your help."
s "..."
n "Um..."
scene black
with dissolve2
play sound "phonebeep.wav"
n "Here. Your phone. We can take a little break for now and pick things back up if you want. Or postpone. Up to you. That was already a huge step, so..."
"I look at my phone."
play sound "phonebeep.wav"
stop music
m "{i}I want to see you.{/i}"
"And it becomes clear where I am meant to be."
s "..."
n "..."
s "Noriko..."
n "You’re leaving...aren’t you?"
s "I’m sorry..."
s "It’s-"
n "It’s Maya, isn’t it?"
s "..."
n "Heh..."
n "Of course..."
n "It’s always Maya..."
s "What just happened-"
n "What just happened is me doubling down."
n "I’m not going to lose to her again."
n "Maybe {i}tonight{/i} I will, but..."
n "I’ll win eventually. "
n "You’ll see."
s "..."
n "..."
n "She’s going to get mad if you stand around any longer, Sensei."
s "I’m sorry, Noriko. My mind is just-"
n "The same way it’s always been. But that doesn’t make me love you any less."
s "..."
n "Now, go on! Git! Git, I say! Git!"
s "How are you still smiling?...I just ruined everything."
n "You didn’t, though."
n "Tonight was amazing...and I’ll remember it for the rest of my life."
s "..."
n "Hopefully, Maya will as well."
$ beachmas18 = True
$ noriko_love += 1
"{i}Noriko’s affection has increased to [noriko_love]!{/i}"
"........."
"......"
"..."
jump beachmas19
label beachmas19:
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File: (install folder)\game\chap3.rpy
Code:
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s "But to me, you...and everyone else...will always find your way into my fan-"
scene beachmassanta35
with dissolve
y "Don’t tell me about your fucking fantasies! They only make shit more confusing!"
s "I tried to get it all off my chest two months ago, but-"
y "And what the fuck are you talking about with all this “Two months ago” crap?! You said all of that shit to me {i}yesterday!{/i} Stop trying to confuse me every chance you get!"
s "But if that’s what we talked about yesterday, what did we talk about at the end of the Dorm Wars?"
y "The fuck are you on, dude? We-"
scene beachmassanta36
with dissolve
y "We..."
y "That’s..."
y "That’s...weird..."
y "I can’t really remember..."
scene beachmassanta37
with dissolve
y "I remember...coming to the closing ceremony thing to talk to you about..."
scene beachmassanta38
with dissolve
y "About...the same thing I’m talking about today? But why...would..."
y "What the fuck?..."
s "..."
y "What the {i}fuck?{/i}"
s "Do you remember...{i}anything{/i} from the last two months, Yumi?"
scene beachmassanta39
with dissolve
y "Yeah, obviously! It wasn’t much different from how shit normally is. I woke up...went to sc-"
scene beachmassanta40
with dissolve
y "Wait, no. I was suspended from school, wasn’t I? How’d I get back in? {i}When{/i} did I get back in? And why don’t I..."
scene beachmassanta41
with dissolve
y "What...the fuck is going on right now? Why can’t I remember anything?"
s "Maybe you just...{i}skipped{/i} the last couple months?"
y "{i}Skipped{/i} them? Are you fucking crazy?"
s "I know how it sounds. And there are probably rules against me telling you this, but that’s exactly how it happened for me."
s "I started talking to you at the end of the Dorm Wars...blinked...and suddenly we were all here."
scene beachmassanta42
with dissolve
y "This really isn’t the time to fuck with me, dick."
s "I’m not."
y "Yeah, whatever...just..."
s "..."
y "..."
y "Seriously, what the {i}fuck?{/i}"
play sound "phonebeep.wav"
"My phone goes off while Yumi is busy staring into space (For reasons I completely understand) and I seize the opportunity to take a look at who it is."
n "{i}Merry Christmas! I asked Chika where you were since I saw you guys leave together and she told me you were busy, but I wanted to remind you about our plans tonight.{/i}"
n "{i}You don’t HAVE to come if it’s something super serious and whatnot, but I’ll be in this little clearing thing I found near where the forest meets the dunes.{/i}"
n "{i}You can get there from a trail about half a mile west of the inn, but it’s kind of hard to see when it’s dark, so I drew a big heart in the sand. Turn there and follow that until you find me. {/i}"
n "{i}I started a bonfire for the two of us (Or just me if you can’t come) so that might help you find me as well.{/i}"
n "{i}Anyway, that’s all! Just checking in and letting you know I’m here whenever you want to (Or don’t want to) come.{/i}"
n "{i}See you soon. Maybe <3{/i}"
play sound "phonebeep.wav"
stop music fadeout 15.0
s "..."
y "..."
s "Yumi, I-"
y "Yeah, go."
y "I need to, like...gather my thoughts and shit."
y "But we ain’t done. We’ll pick this shit up once I can actually think again."
s "Well, best of luck. And let me know if you figure anything out because it would sure as hell be a huge help."
scene black
with dissolve2
"You’re in luck, Noriko."
"You won’t have to spend another night alone."
$ renpy.end_replay()
$ beachmas17 = True
$ yumi_love += 1
"{i}Yumi’s affection has increased to [yumi_love]!{/i}"
"........."
"......"
"..."
jump beachmas18
...